My New Goal

This week I went to have my writing and listening test, and I was very nervous about the result. They said that we had to wait at least two months for the result. Through this experiment, I am well aware that I am inadequate in which part and how far to reach the proficiency of my Spanish ability. Also, I set a goal that must be finished before I graduate. That is, I must pass B2 in the next year. No matter that I pass this test or no, I will do my best to achieve this goal. This Sunday my parents asked me again what I would like to be and what kind of job I want to do. Though I have been thinking this question for a long time, I don’t have a clear direction and a real goal. I just keep avoiding and escaping from this reality that I only have one year in the university and this summer vacation is the last one. I also heard that many of my friends are going to have practical training in some company or go to cram school to study for passing the exam to get the certification. So this weekend I looked up lots of information and tried to make a plan for my future.

my oral test

This Sunday I went to have a test called DELE which is a test for Diplomas of Spanish as Foreign Language. I major in Spanish, although our graduation standard doesn’t include passing DELE, I want to test myself how proficiency my Spanish is. Honestly, I am a little disappointed to myself, because I find in despite that I have learned Spanish for almost three years, I still feel strained at preparing the basic level—B1. This week was for oral test and at first I was really nervous. I was afraid that I might not understand what the examiner asked and what I could do if I couldn’t answer it. When I walked into the class, there were two Spanish teachers sitting there. One was my interviewer and the other one is the person who graded my point. During the interview, I found myself talking happily with my interviewer, at least in my opinion. I wish next week I can also do well in the listening test.

My new part-time job

The Friday before last Friday I went to an interview at a restaurant near NCCU, and the next day I was notified that I was selected as a waitress. I, therefore, worked last Monday immediately without any training. I've been working at the restaurant as a waitress before and have lots of experience, so I was not nervous and had confidence that I could do well at my first day work. However, I was wrong, everything became a total mess. There were only two people serving at the outside field which including delivering the water, soup, food, desserts, cleaning the table, setting the cutlery and napkins, making drinks, and even taking out the garbage at almost the same time. We were too busy to remember all the demands of the costumer, so we lost many details and neglected a lot of orders. The worst thing was that we made so many mistakes that some customers were unhappy and angry with us. All the night we kept apologizing and felt sorry for this restaurant.

Akeelah and the Bee (part two)

Akeelah goes to Javier’s birthday party and plays scrabble game with Dylan. Though Dylan wins the game, he still gets scolded by his father and is asked that he must get the championship on the Spelling Bee, and Akeelah overhears everything. Dr. Larabee teaches Akeelah to learn more vocabulary by reading essays, because he thinks that acquiring vocabulary by rote memorization is useless. Moreover, he tells her that big words are made of little words, so he teaches her to consume and own the words by breaking them down into their origins and roots. He also helps her to find her own way which is jumping rope to remember the words better by keeping time while learning the words. The day that state bee is held comes, but during the contest, Akeelah’s mother drags her down from the stage because she is very angry that Akeelah is lying to her for almost six months. However, Akeelah’s mother might see how desirable her daughter is about the Spelling Bee, so she allows Akeelah going back to the contest by doing the double chores for the next three months. The results is that Akeelah, Javier, Dylan represent the L.A. to the Washington D.C. On the other hand, Dr. Larabee gives up coaching her because she reminds her too much of her daughter Denise, and he makes 5000 flashcards for Akeelah to study on her own. Akeelah becomes very sad and depressed because Dr. Larabee not coaches her no more, her best friend is angry at her, and the people in the neighborhood all expect her to win. But after her mother comforts her with her own experience and tells her that if she looks around her, she will have "50,000 coaches" which include her teachers, classmates, friends, all the members in her neighborhood and even the gangster Derrick T. Akeelah finds out that Dr. Larabee had lost her daughter and she comes to comfort him and tries to persuade him to accompany her to Washington D.C. Finally, Dr. Larabee was touched by her word, and promises to be with her. Eventually, Akeelah and Dylan become the two finalists of the contest, but Akeelah attempts to loss it by deliberately misspelling the word. Dylan, knowing that Akeelah deliberately misspelled the word, intentionally misspells it as well and tells her to do her best and makes a real competition. At last, they make a miracle that they both win the International Spelling Bee and they hold up the trophy together.

I love every character in this movie, how they influence Akeelah, and the process of Akeelah’s change which also makes a good effect to others. In the beginning, Akeelah lacks of self-confident and feels isolated that she locks herself in her small world. Her considerate brother encourages her to do whatever she wants. Then, Dr. Larabee appears. He teaches Akeelah many things as a father and Akeelah starts to find the value of the life and the big potential of herself. Therefore, she begins to change. She becomes more confident, optimistic and brave. This change also influences the people surrounding her. Firstly, she helps her mother walking out from the grief. Also, the relationship between Akeelah and her mother become closer and tighter and I also see a great maternal love of Akeelah's mother. Secondly, she gives her neighbor a hope, an encouragement and a model that tells everyone do not judge a book by its appearance which even touches the gangsters. What makes me touching most is the interaction between Akeelah and Dr. Larabee. She cheers him up again and helps him get back to his normal life. I think this movie tries to tell us that everyone must not afraid of showing the best side and fight for the success with hardworking and determination to make his or her dream come true. Besides, it is necessary to keep a heart filled with kindness, thankfulness and love. The most important thing is to believe that everyone has the potential just like the quotation that Dr. Larabee asks Akeelah to read out loud says, “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves. Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.”